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I've been missing my Duck and Annemieke a lot. Since I've been staying at Matt's place so much I haven't been able to get internet access and since Walmart actually gives me hours I'm rarely home in the morning to talk to Anne. I guess the good news is, I started writing again. I'll try to get it typed up so I can email it to Duckie and Annemieke so they can tell me how horrible it is :P
The other day while I was at Hot Topic I found a really cute jacket with Sonic and Tails so I bought it :B Really didn't have the monies for it, but I did need a new jacket. Also got some sexy bras, one has polka dots! :D
Its been getting cold out lately, but still no snow. I'm actually excited for snow this year cause I want to go ride snow machines with my man >:C
Got my hair cut, its really cute and Matt actually likes it when my hair is in a pony tail (he always complained that it made my head look funny when I pulled it up before).
Marisa and I started talking again, we weren't fighting or anything like that, we've just been busy but now we're writing a story via text :3 Um, what else have I been up to? Oh Dad comes home soon, hopefully before Thanksgiving (YAY turkey!). Mom has been decorating the house with a bunch of cute Halloween decorations. On the little tree we have in the dining room she put a little ghost on top, it laughs maniacally whenever you hit it.
Anyway, I have to leave for work in a half hour. I should start getting ready. I'll try to update more often :P
- Location:snuggly in my bed
- Mood:
sleepy
First, I'll start with the thing I am most excited about, there is a boy in my life. His name is Matt, he is 28 and we've been seeing each other for about a month now. He's really sweet and patient with me, you all know how difficult I can be haha. But he never complains and doesn't yell at me, just rolls his eyes and tells me to stop being mean. I'm always so excited to see him and I feel like I don't get to see him enough.
My new job at the Princess hotel.... I work 8-4:30 (sometimes more) with only Tuesday and Wednesday off. I get paid good though, I made more working 5 days than I got working 2 weeks at gamestop..... which kinda sucks. I like both jobs but Gamestop is less physically demanding of me. I am sore everyday and I smell so bad from chemicals and my hands get dry and start hurting at the end of the day.
I haven't really gotten to talk to Jamie in a while, we always call each other at bad times, but I'll try calling either Tuesday or Wednesday while I'm playing the Sims 3 which comes out TUESDAY! :D
Anyway, can't sit still any longer, later gators!
- Mood:
bouncy
Not much to report, I'm going to North Carolina on the 20th to visit Charles. He's going to finish the foxes on my side, and I'm thinking about getting something else pierced... nothing is decided yet though.
Alaska weather is crap... I can't wait until the snow is gone! There isn't much to do but go to a bar during the winter and since I'm not 21 I can't really do that haha. I have been hanging out with Carleigh a lot lately though so thats fun. She's introduced me to some fun people. There was a guy I met that I think is cute, but we haven't really talked sooooooo... yeah.
Lately though, I've been at home sick. Leaving the house only when I have to cause I cough so bad I get dizzy. And we all know that dizzy and driving is BAD. I'm supposed to go over and babysit for Mallory and Will so they can go to the John Michael Montgomery concert. Hopefully sometime this weekend I can get out of the house and have some fun.
Thats really all I can think of to write about. So later gators!
- Mood:
blah
Well the main reason I've decided to write anything was because of what happened today. I was on my way out and saw Kelly in Icing so I decided to say hi, and she starts talking to me. At first it was an innocent little, 'oh help me pick out a PS2 game for my brother?' which then turned into a job offer. She wants me to go back to Icing as a third key. I'd be getting over 20 hours a week, and I'd be management which will look so awesome on my resume and future applications! The only downside to it is she couldn't get me 9 an hour. She got them up to 8.50 (I think) but I don't think I'll see $9 an hour until I get bumped up to Assistant Manager (that is IF I stay there long enough).
Well I told her I'd think about it since I wanted to see what Jeremy had planned for me. Cause if he could get me promoted there would be no way I'd want to be getting paid less to work someplace I didn't really like working at.
Well she said talk to Jeremy so I went over to the other store and talked to him, he said he would keep me on as a GA at the store and schedule me when I wasn't working at Icing since he can't promote me now. He says the company is only letting him hire on GA's to get the stores picked up before he can promote people, so I told him if he got permission in the future I would take the SGA position at the store and stay with Icing long enough for Kelly to find a replacement for me. He agreed so on Thursday I'll go into work early and see if Kelly is working or find out the next time she does work and let her know what he said and that I would be willing to go back and work there as long as I'm getting over 20 hours a week and $8.50 minimum.
The cherry on top of all of this is today we found out they're going to sell a special edition XBox 360 Elite with Resident Evil 5. It is RED and absolutely BEAUTIFUL! I think I drooled a little when I saw it. I'm thinking about selling my Arcade and getting one of the Elites. Its the same price as the regular black Elite, so basically I'd be getting RE5 for FREE! It's so awesome...
Anyway, I'll update on family stuff later. It's been impossible to get hold of my sister lately.... stupid Jamie :P
- Mood:
chipper
So today my dad got me a wii fit and it is AWESOME! My brothers girlfriend Carleigh and I played it from the time I got home until Jay got home (4-10). I am gonna be so sore tomorrow, but it is worth it. There are so many fun games and the yoga is so hard! We had lots of fun, my parents laughed at us when we did the hula hoop, but we did look rediculous, XD
Carleigh is so cool though, we hang out when Jay's at work or when she gets bored and wants to hang out with another girl. Jay got all pissy cause we were hanging out last night, we went to the mall and Castles and got home late cause she took me out driving. I'm getting much better at driving a manual now. Soon I won't need to rely on people driving me around.
I got my military ID the other day and got an appointment to go to the docs to get this weird lump checked out. I'm pretty sure its just a cyst and I normally wouldn't complain but it hurts to shave and put deoderant on :C
Anyway, my legs are starting to hurt and I need to be up at 10:30 am to be at work. So I'll update more later. :)
- Mood:
determined
Duckie had me watch it when I stayed at her house, I liked it at first, but then it just kept growing and now I want to watch it really bad. I wish Anthony Head was my dad :C he's so cool!
Anyway, today was my first day back at Gamestop... not the greatest first day back, the cops were there. Nothing huge, someone just traded in a stolen wii or something and the popo came and confiscated it. :B
I got to meet a few of the newer people there, they're nice and super funny. I also got three reserves on games from one customer so he was my favorite customer of the day!
I re-alphabetized the DS and PS2 walls.... all I have to say is I hate kids. I go over to the DS section not even 5 minutes later and its totally DESTROYED! D:< So I gave up on walls for the day, especially after Jeremy told me to ligten up, that I was too wound up.
Maybe I am too wound up, its just being up here it weird. It's like I never left, very few things changed when I left. I have my old room, my old job, and the same friends.
Jamie and Mike left though, which is good for them but it kinda sucks for me. They were the people I hung out with most of the time I was home... now I just have my cat and the dogs.
I'd hang out with Jason's girlfriend Carly but that would involve being around Jason too, he's being stupid right now and I want to stay away from the stupid people if I can.
Ooh, one really cool thing, Annemieke got a laptop with a webcam so last night we got to 'talk face to face'. I also got to see her brother and who I think was her mum, not too sure.
Anyway, I can't keep my train of thought on track so I'm going to go find something else to do.
Toodles!
- Mood: cold
So my sister and brother in law are flying me out to Pullman for the holidays, I am SUPER excited to see them again
I leave Christmas day and get there around noon, my parents are sending my presents to the house there and I get to spend about a week with my big sister! Anyway, I just thought I'd update with that bit of news, nothing else is really going on.
- Mood: mellow
So lately I've felt so alone, people always seem to have someone else they'd rather talk to or hang out with.
Annemieke: I understand why we can't talk as much as I'd like, we live so far away and you're busy with your career.
Mary: You have a new boyfriend and I know you want to spend a lot of time with him. It also doesn't help that we live so far away from each other.
Jen: Zach changed you, and I can't say it was for the better. He's lazy and you put up with it for some crazy reason, you're his sugar momma, open your eyes.
Jamie: You're in Alaska and going to school... and trying to get pregnant (don't stop that I want to be an auntie! But PLEASE don't talk to me about it ya perv :P haha)
Even my cat doesn't want to spend too much time around me, she just hangs out with me until she coughs up a hair ball and then runs off to lay on my carpet in the bathroom (I am aware that she is very strange).
Anyway, my head is numb, I think I'm going to get some sleep and stop my whining.
- Mood: exhausted
My head is stuffy, I can't breathe, my stomache is constantly nauseas, I have dizzy spells, and overall just seem to hate everything around me.... including myself.
Things with my roommates just suck. She changed so much in the time I was gone and its all cause of HIM. It drives me NUTS D:<
I come back from Alaska to be with her and Mary, and its like she doesn't care (I know you do Duckie, I love you). I'm just so fed up with it, it's really starting to get bad though, my mind was straying to that dark place again and I had to call up Mary but she wasn't home, thankfully I talked to her mom and she calmed me down a bit. I'm just so sick of all of this crap, I want Jamie and Mike to move back to WA so we can get an apartment together cause I know what to expect from them (I did live with Jamie most of my life).
*sigh* I'm going to crawl back into my bed and attempt to think positive.... not that it will do much good, I look and feel like shit right now, so maybe I'll just go to sleep and dream about happy things. As long as it doesn't involve car accidents and me being in them, I'll be happy, last night I had a dream I was driving my truck to the store and someone handed me a piece of paper with the name of a street, the minute I turned onto that street I was hit by a semi truck... and died -.-
I hate those dreams........ T.T
- Mood: depressed
So I finally heard back from Gamestop and signed paperwork yesterday. I go in tonight for the learning things all over again bit -.-
I've been talking to Anne for a few minutes on random mornings... I miss talking to her almost nightly, we had such fun conversations :D and lately it seems I don't have much fun... growing up sucks. I'm going to be 20 next year.... I can't seem to wrap my mind around it. I'm not going to be a teen anymore o.O
I talked to Sarah and Emma for a while, but when I told them I wasn't going to be driving them all over the place I haven't heard back from them... what a shocker >.>
I got to meet Duckies boyfriend, and he's really cool. We hung out on Halloween, they cuddled most of the time and I slept (uncomfortably might I add) on her couch lol. We were watching Ghost Hunters and at one point I just conked out, while sitting up, my head lolled onto my chest. I woke up with a pain in my neck and it is still there :C
Erm..... other than that, there really is nothing else going on, I miss my mommy and my big sister.... the brothers too I guess :/
- Mood: drained
Well... more like Japan really, and Laura if you're reading this, I want you to know its all your fault. It is also your fault that I am downloading any song I can find by Jeaklb! XD
ANYWAY! I just thought I'd update since its been 2 weeks, I broke my glasses and had to get new ones, they're wire and reddish pink and very pretty. I'm staying at Duckies house so I can pick them up, play Beautiful Katamari and hang out tonight. Tomorrow I'm getting Rock Band 2 so thats what I'll be playing Monday and Tuesday with Jen, then I'll prolly switch back to Silent Hill: Homecoming.
I've been neglecting that game lately, I got lost which is partly to blame, but I also got caught up in Katamari and the computer... oops. I still haven't heard back from Gamestop (I think I mentioned I had an interview there... if not, I had an interview with Gamestop) so I'm sad, and I'll go job hunting again. :(
Erm.... I can't think of anything else, besides I have to get ready since its an hour drive to Lacey.... so later alligators! :D
- Mood: chipper
Now most of you (if anyone reads this) is probably thinking, 'well retard, maybe you should have paid more attention while cutting.' I was...... the problem lies with my freakin hair. I forgot my hair poofs at random spots, so when I was cutting the right side (which lies flat against my head unless I spend 10 minutes trying to make it curl) I cut it to match the left side which curls naturally. So since I wasn't holding the left side down...... you all know what happend.
Anyway, I'm back in Washington, I used to have two fish, Marco and Polo, Polo died a few days after I got her and last night Marco died. I was very sad. Still also very emotional, it sucks major balls... I hate being me. -.-
I'm also gaining weight like woah, my boobs have grown, and I just hate looking at myself in general. Life is not happy for me right now, I'm glad I'm back in WA I just wish I wasn't crazy from lack of pills and I wasn't fat.
- Mood: depressed
i'm typing this on marys computer so i can't use the shift buttons ;3
anyway, more updatey bits later ;p
- Mood: ecstatic
Lately I've been on this HUGE Final Fantasy kick... can't explain it.. well maybe I can haha. I got a PSP for $20... no kidding, some guy wanted to trade it in but didn't have the power cord so we couldn't take it. I offered to though (just joking around with him) but he said I could have it for only $20, I was all HELL YEAH! Ran to the ATM gave him his money and went back to work. To make things better, he left a game in there (just a wrestling game which I'm not into) so I traded it in and got Final Fantasy: Advent Children. So there, that is why I am on this HUGE FF kick.
Unfortunately I can't find my copy of VII anywhere T_T
So to make myself feel a little better I went and got Crisis Core for my PSP and that game kicks ass! :D (although it pisses me off when people kill me.... you suck Genesis... you too Angeal)
UMMMM.... OH!!!! So I found this totally awesome fanfic on ff.net, FFVII of course, theres only 27 chapters right now, and I'm constantly checking my email to see if the author has updated it. Its called Sanctuary in case anyone was wondering I'm very glad my short attention span allowed me to sit through that and read it in one sitting. Very interesting :D
Hmmm, lately I haven't been able to write much, I think the stress from everything thats going on is catching up to me. Also, this thing that happened my junior year between me and my dad, I've been thinking a lot about it and every time I do I just get angrier and angrier at him. Its been years so why am I suddenly thinking about it and wanting to punch him in the face. The wounds seem fresh somehow... ugh
ANYWAY! Before I totally ruin my good mood (dad isn't in the state so I can stay happier longer) I'm gonna go! Enjoy my rambling, ENJOY IT I SAY!!! XD
- Mood: chipper
Instead I'm selling my car tomorrow and buying my plane ticket, WASHINGTON HERE I COME!!! :D
I'm gonna miss my mom sister and brother in law a lot, but I think this is for the best, I just really really hate Alaska. I heard there might be snow or something this weekend... hopefully whoever told me that was WRONG! NO SNOW! Not until I leave. I had enough when I got here in January, I miss the rain and gloom of the evergreen state.
Never thought I would say that haha, I hate Washington, but thanks to my friends I love it at the same time.... gotta love them love hate relationships.
I'm not making any sense am I? Huh.... well in my defense its 6 in the morning and I've been sick lately SO... I have a few good excuses. :P
Durr.... I can't think of anything else to write, why is my life so boring?!?!?! Ugh...
But before I finish this, ANNEMIEKE, NO MORE SEIZURES!!!! D:<
- Mood: blank
*sigh* Work isn't getting much better, that girl is still pissing me off, and so is my assistant manager. I work at Dennys now, once I get back from North Carolina, I'm gonna start there, and save my money so I can fly Minke and myself home.
I'm still sick, I'm tired all the time, my head is constantly hurting, my whole body aches, I feel nauseas all the time so I rarely eat. No idea whats wrong with me... ugh.
I've been talking to Annemieke and Duckie almost every night, so that helps my mood a bit, but I'm still a cranky little bitch =P
All in all, Alaska life SUCKS and I wanna go home NOW! D:
- Mood: sick
Wait... this is only making want to quit even more O.o
I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job I LOVE my job
FUCK IT! I hate my job and thats all there is to it. Stupid people not putting games in cases, talking to me like I'm retarded, saying I don't work hard enough when their fat ass just stands behind the counter doing NOTHING, and the manager complaining "Oh I lost my bonus cause of some one I shall not name *cough Cassondra cough* and so I'm gonna give her her first and final" Then turns around and doesn't GROW A BACK BONE YOU PUSSY!!!!!!!! >.<
She still works there, customers have been coming in the day after she works and guess what... THEY HAVE NO GAME, just the case. She should have been fired already, and she hasn't even gotten her warning. Then to top it off, she has more hours than me next week just cause she lucked out and got the customers that needed to reserve games and wanted subscriptions. WELL FUCK YOU! She should be FIRED not rewarded.
I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job I hate my job.
OH and also, we have MORE new people starting sometime soon, so my hours are STILL going down for training. If anyone reading this is in the Fairbanks AK area, you should stop by Gamestop and reserve a game or get a subscription under my numbers, I'd greatly appreciate it. -.-
- Mood:
angry
ANYWAY! I just wanted to say something. Annemieke, you're such a sweetie, that last entry about me was really nice. You make me feel special... in a good way :D
You are the cheese to my macaroni, I couldn't ask for a better wifey poo! Its so strange how well we get along since we've never met and we never get to talk (note to self: make room in schedule talk to Anne). I'm so glad I can call you my friend you've taught me many things (like how to call someone an asshole in dutch) and you don't have a problem telling me my ideas suck and I'm an idiot and should change something (in the nicest way possible for you of course).
My life in Alaska would be empty without you. Thank you for being my wife and my friend. *smooches*
- Location:Under Annemieke's bed
- Mood: loved
there ya go Sara! my side piece before I got the blue fox coclored. =D
- Mood: chipper
so I'm on aim minding my own damn business when all the sudden some ass hole starts talking to me.
LargestSalmon (3:34:13 AM) : Do you speak Swahili?
Vulley (3:34:33 AM) : nope
Vulley (3:34:35 AM) : sorry
LargestSalmon (3:43:39 AM) : are you stalking me or something?
Vulley (3:43:51 AM) : ?
Vulley (3:44:27 AM) : I don't even know who you are
LargestSalmon (3:44:40 AM) : so why are you asking me if i speak swahili?
Vulley (3:47:34 AM) : are you drunk or just retarded?
LargestSalmon (3:48:39 AM) : how about you just tell me who the fuck you are instead of being a rude bitch?
Vulley (3:49:25 AM) : excuse me but you're the one who started talking to me
LargestSalmon (3:50:45 AM) : ok you must be retarded because you first IMed me asking if i speak swahili
Vulley (3:51:42 AM) : if I did then I would have it logged, my computer saves all of my conversations.. and news flash, I just started using this a few days ago
LargestSalmon (3:52:26 AM) : it doesn't matter how long you've used this thing. somehow you found my screen name
LargestSalmon (3:52:32 AM) : so who are you?
Vulley (3:52:41 AM) : um, cause you started talking to me
I'm Vulley of course,so who the hell was that? They totally pissed me off and just ruined my night.... fuckers.
So if anyway is in a bad mood when they read this, go bug LargestSalmon..... or if you just have nothing better to do.
- Mood: annoyed
