Wow. I've done so much typing yesterday and today it's not even funny.
So, I guess since I haven't been able to sleep well in the last few days I slept really deep last night, and my sleep aids put me in a deeper sleep, so I had some funky and vivid dreams that I actually remembered when I woke up.
This stuff was typed up in my personal Dream Log first (I started it in 2006, though most of it just has brief entries, and I forget to write things down I have 20,551 word in it and some sketches too) and I'm just copying pasting it from there.
( Teleporting, ruined planets and gods, oh my. )
So, I guess since I haven't been able to sleep well in the last few days I slept really deep last night, and my sleep aids put me in a deeper sleep, so I had some funky and vivid dreams that I actually remembered when I woke up.
This stuff was typed up in my personal Dream Log first (I started it in 2006, though most of it just has brief entries, and I forget to write things down I have 20,551 word in it and some sketches too) and I'm just copying pasting it from there.
( Teleporting, ruined planets and gods, oh my. )
I started writing this entry at around 6pm, but my friend Kassi called and I blew her eardrums out for two hours and lost some of my voice. Thanks for putting up with my sleep deprived hyperactivity! I loves ya, girl! 83
( Anyways! Let's see how far I get with this post before my sleeping meds kick in! )
EDIT: Haha! I knew this whole post would be a train wreck when I saw it the next day. Don't be half asleep and type, folks, because there will be typos and stupid stuff everywhere. I edited a lot of stuff, so most of it should be easier to read/follow now. :)
( Anyways! Let's see how far I get with this post before my sleeping meds kick in! )
EDIT: Haha! I knew this whole post would be a train wreck when I saw it the next day. Don't be half asleep and type, folks, because there will be typos and stupid stuff everywhere. I edited a lot of stuff, so most of it should be easier to read/follow now. :)
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You know the national dish of Brazil that I can't spell with sausage and beans and rice and vegetables and oranges? It's delicious.
This whole staying partially unspoiled thing is hard! I usually read who_anon at least twice a day, and I haven't been on since evening on December 31. I feel like all sorts of interesting things must have happened there and I can't check because I don't want to be totally spoiled for the finale the way I was with Journey's End.
Oh, happy new year and all that! Sam moved his laptop out of the living room and my computer is fairly inaccessible due to how my room is at present (disaster area, as I am cleaning top to bottom and that ends up meaning piles and piles of stuff all over the floor staring at me going "Do you really need your history notes from sophomore year?") so this is the first I've been online in 2010. Crazy!
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Was there always a capuchin monkey in the ZooBooks commercial?
Today is 01-01-'10. A fresh new start of a fresh new year. I'm morally against "goeie voornemens", because I think changing something for the sake of a new year is FOR THE WEAK OF MIND! But it doesn't hurt to have goals, right?
Ahem, right.
First and foremost, I will be a better friend. I will invest more in my old friendships (JC, Irene, Diana, Fernanda, in random order, you are my love.) and make a true, honest effort to make new friendships work (Neal, Kiki. You matter.). I will listen to them. I will listens to their problems and worries with patience and understanding. I will make sure my friends know that my life would be hollow without them and in return, do everything to make their life easier. Brighter. Happy. I will not stick my nose where it doesn't belong and only give advice when asked.
Because my darlings, you make my life worth living. =3
And you do that just by being yourselves.
Secondly, I will stop being a whiny, little bitch. I'll stop complaining about my job. I'll stop letting it get to me. I'll stop bothering the world with my anger and frustration. In fact, I'll stop letting myself get angry and frustrated; My skin will turn to ice, everything will slide off my shoulders.
Because it's not worth the drama. I'm too young to be bitter.
At last, I will be a better me. I will truly accept the imperfect person that I am. I will accept that I can't do everything right the first time. That my body isn't perfect and that it'll never be either. That I'm sick. That I can't change the world and it's okay. I will stop being a brat and stop correcting people. It's annoying as hell.
But most of all, I will stay alive until next year.
Ahem, right.
First and foremost, I will be a better friend. I will invest more in my old friendships (JC, Irene, Diana, Fernanda, in random order, you are my love.) and make a true, honest effort to make new friendships work (Neal, Kiki. You matter.). I will listen to them. I will listens to their problems and worries with patience and understanding. I will make sure my friends know that my life would be hollow without them and in return, do everything to make their life easier. Brighter. Happy. I will not stick my nose where it doesn't belong and only give advice when asked.
Because my darlings, you make my life worth living. =3
And you do that just by being yourselves.
Secondly, I will stop being a whiny, little bitch. I'll stop complaining about my job. I'll stop letting it get to me. I'll stop bothering the world with my anger and frustration. In fact, I'll stop letting myself get angry and frustrated; My skin will turn to ice, everything will slide off my shoulders.
Because it's not worth the drama. I'm too young to be bitter.
At last, I will be a better me. I will truly accept the imperfect person that I am. I will accept that I can't do everything right the first time. That my body isn't perfect and that it'll never be either. That I'm sick. That I can't change the world and it's okay. I will stop being a brat and stop correcting people. It's annoying as hell.
But most of all, I will stay alive until next year.
- Mood:
loved - Music:Nightwish - Stargazers
My predictions for 2010:
- The Dutch government will come to their senses and realise that we have nothing to do with the war between America and Afghanistan. Our soldiers will come home.
- People will get disappointed by Obama.
- A famous, young moviestar will die in a tragic accident.
- There will be a mutated form of the H1N1 virus, leading to even more panic. Which, in hindsight, will be ridiculous.
- The summer will be hotter and longer than other years.
Personal:
- I will remain single, but make an awesome new friend.
- I will move out.
- I will buy a fabulous car.
- I will invite JC to come and visite, but she won't come until 2011.
- The Dutch government will come to their senses and realise that we have nothing to do with the war between America and Afghanistan. Our soldiers will come home.
- People will get disappointed by Obama.
- A famous, young moviestar will die in a tragic accident.
- There will be a mutated form of the H1N1 virus, leading to even more panic. Which, in hindsight, will be ridiculous.
- The summer will be hotter and longer than other years.
Personal:
- I will remain single, but make an awesome new friend.
- I will move out.
- I will buy a fabulous car.
- I will invite JC to come and visite, but she won't come until 2011.
- Mood:
curious - Music:Nightwish - Sleeping Sun
I find it quite interesting that someone I know who was raised Mormon and as far as I know still is Mormon called the original Little Mermaid "garbage" even though it's a story about gaining an immortal soul so that the mermaid might reach heaven. It's a beautiful story, and much more in line with other mermaid myth than Disney's film.
Don't get me wrong, I love the music, costuming, hair styling, animation, and voice work in The Little Mermaid. (Character design love comes and goes; Ariel is too skinny and her eyes are too big. I think she's the only Barbie-type doll I ever had that the doll was thicker than the character.) But it's most definitely Disney-fied and doesn't go well with other classic stories of merwomen.
Don't get me wrong, I love the music, costuming, hair styling, animation, and voice work in The Little Mermaid. (Character design love comes and goes; Ariel is too skinny and her eyes are too big. I think she's the only Barbie-type doll I ever had that the doll was thicker than the character.) But it's most definitely Disney-fied and doesn't go well with other classic stories of merwomen.
I guess since I'm stuck in bed (more so than usual anyways) with sprained neck and got nothing better to do I'm going to post some older Sketch Pad doodles. ...along with some other things? Most of these were done between August and October, but I was too lazy to post them? Meh.
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Sprained my neck really bad. I can't move my head, so I'm stuck doing the "robot" cus I have to turn/bend my torso to look around. Got some ice on it though and popped some pain pills, so it should be good for now.
Also, it would be my luck that I sprain my neck on the same day I need to have an ultrasound done. Good thing my mom was able to drive me to the clinic, but all those bumps and turns...ouchies.
Also, it would be my luck that I sprain my neck on the same day I need to have an ultrasound done. Good thing my mom was able to drive me to the clinic, but all those bumps and turns...ouchies.
~*~ The Life Of Me In 2009 ~*~
The year that has brought me smiles and tears, though more tears than smiles.
~ One Death.
My grandpa died. I can't believe it was only this year that he passed on. It seems like a million years ago. I always thought I'd be more sad about grandma's death than grandpa's, but it left me heartbroken all the same. I'll remember him, I'll carry his picture next to my heart and I'll smile at the memory of him giving me a single red rose for every birthday for as long as I can remember. I never had the heart to tell him I hate red roses.
Seeing dad (why never shows weakness) not just cry, but sob....Gut-wrenching. I had to turn my head away.
~ In Love.
I always doubted wether or not I do indeed love the people around me. Do I truly love them or do I just asume I do, because it's appropriate?
I now know I do, because I fall more and more in love with my nephews everytime I see them.
~ Down With The Sickness, The Sequel.
Even though nothing was found wrong with me, I started on anti-epileptica exactly a year ago. Even though my entire being protested at first, I was horrified, I'm glad I had to. To this day, I've had zero episodes and zero mirgaines. (A pleasant side-effect.) I'm currently working hard to file the paperwork that allows me to drive a car again.
I dont think I'm over the loss of my health though. I keep thinking: "But there's nothing wrong with me!" I still have that nagging little voice that screams denial.
~ It's Not Worth The Drama.
My job has turned out to be a major source of drama this year. Loads of complaining co-workers, people I can depend on who leave, people who degrade me staying. People who I totally can't depend on returning.
Dispite my best effort, my hard work and spirit, I'm obviously still seen as the little girl who's just there to learn.
~ A Social Experience.
Age: 21 years young. On my way to 22.
Status: Still single and still proud.
Amount of set-up attempts: Two, by Irene. One of the guys is hot and still in my MSN.
Amount of new friends: One. Neal. I seem to make one new friend each year. :)
My status as single-girl continues into 2010, much to my delight. I'm not ready to be tied down to some guy. There's too much to see, too much to do and too many fears to be conquered. Like my fear of the dark.
The year that has brought me smiles and tears, though more tears than smiles.
~ One Death.
My grandpa died. I can't believe it was only this year that he passed on. It seems like a million years ago. I always thought I'd be more sad about grandma's death than grandpa's, but it left me heartbroken all the same. I'll remember him, I'll carry his picture next to my heart and I'll smile at the memory of him giving me a single red rose for every birthday for as long as I can remember. I never had the heart to tell him I hate red roses.
Seeing dad (why never shows weakness) not just cry, but sob....Gut-wrenching. I had to turn my head away.
~ In Love.
I always doubted wether or not I do indeed love the people around me. Do I truly love them or do I just asume I do, because it's appropriate?
I now know I do, because I fall more and more in love with my nephews everytime I see them.
~ Down With The Sickness, The Sequel.
Even though nothing was found wrong with me, I started on anti-epileptica exactly a year ago. Even though my entire being protested at first, I was horrified, I'm glad I had to. To this day, I've had zero episodes and zero mirgaines. (A pleasant side-effect.) I'm currently working hard to file the paperwork that allows me to drive a car again.
I dont think I'm over the loss of my health though. I keep thinking: "But there's nothing wrong with me!" I still have that nagging little voice that screams denial.
~ It's Not Worth The Drama.
My job has turned out to be a major source of drama this year. Loads of complaining co-workers, people I can depend on who leave, people who degrade me staying. People who I totally can't depend on returning.
Dispite my best effort, my hard work and spirit, I'm obviously still seen as the little girl who's just there to learn.
~ A Social Experience.
Age: 21 years young. On my way to 22.
Status: Still single and still proud.
Amount of set-up attempts: Two, by Irene. One of the guys is hot and still in my MSN.
Amount of new friends: One. Neal. I seem to make one new friend each year. :)
My status as single-girl continues into 2010, much to my delight. I'm not ready to be tied down to some guy. There's too much to see, too much to do and too many fears to be conquered. Like my fear of the dark.
- Mood:
creative - Music:Yolanda - I Believe
...but JOJO is like a drug itself, for me anyways. It's my money sink, though not a very big one. Every five months a new manga volume comes out so it's pretty inexpensive. (Actually, I really wish the volumes would come out more frequently than every 5 months. UGH!)
But then there are the figures, and it's like freaking Pokemon and you gotta get 'em all, even though they cost a 40 dollars USD or so each. And guess what? It looks like there will be Part 4 figures coming out now...
*cue epic flailing and hyper fangirl screaming* OHGOD!They better come out with a The Hand figure! @0@ Must. Have. The Hand! *falls over and flails some more* EEEEE~
...ahem. Sorry 'bout that.
...and I'll probably make another hyper fangirl post when they announce it.
In other news, I created an Imagin. ( Yet another unoriginal character... )
And now I'm going to bed. ZZZZZzzzzzz
But then there are the figures, and it's like freaking Pokemon and you gotta get 'em all, even though they cost a 40 dollars USD or so each. And guess what? It looks like there will be Part 4 figures coming out now...
*cue epic flailing and hyper fangirl screaming* OHGOD!They better come out with a The Hand figure! @0@ Must. Have. The Hand! *falls over and flails some more* EEEEE~
...ahem. Sorry 'bout that.
...and I'll probably make another hyper fangirl post when they announce it.
In other news, I created an Imagin. ( Yet another unoriginal character... )
And now I'm going to bed. ZZZZZzzzzzz
A late Happy Solstice, a rather belated Happy Hannukah, merry Christmas, and general holiday glad-tidings to all!
Well, all except Chase Bank. The New York Times will explain why they are getting no glad-tidings from me. Even if I didn't have friends involved with SSDP, this situation is so outright repugnant that it actively repels glad-tidings.
(Is glad-tidings actually a word?)
Well, all except Chase Bank. The New York Times will explain why they are getting no glad-tidings from me. Even if I didn't have friends involved with SSDP, this situation is so outright repugnant that it actively repels glad-tidings.
(Is glad-tidings actually a word?)
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